Bump bump bump
Knock knock knock
Bang bang bang
Silence
On the other side
Yet, the longing
The aching
The words to say
Left unsaid
Has been bounced from the wall
Reflecting back at me
Silence reflecting
Made the words go in vain
All is left reflecting the ache
The hurt makes the hole in the heart grow
A neverending cycle
How does one get the words to them?
When the longing, aching
The connection to feel the other presence
Beyond all walls, understanding, reason
Knowing the love is still there
And yet, does the other side not speak back?
Bang bang bang
Bump bump bump
Knock knock knock
Maybe the only way to break the barrier
Is to let the silence sink in
To let time pass for the wall to crack
For the words to return
Until then, one should direct the love within
Published by universetime4319
My name is Justin Klein-Edgerton. I am a 33-year-old deaf man residing in Hopkinton MA. I grew up all for 28 years in California with two families, worked as a teacher, and moved to Phoenix shortly after. It wasn't for two years before moving in Massachusetts. There was a question that one psychology professor asked me that I would never forget. He said that there must be one unique, interesting statement about us that define our life. He asked us to give that statement when introducing myself. I thought long and hard when he mentioned it. He only requested that we do not explain until if there was anyone who wants to know more, to ask after class. I did not want to mention my birth situation or talk about it, but after some thinking, it always comes back to that one thought. I felt that I could not not mentioned it at all. When it was my turn, I said my name and I said, "My life was changed forever before it even started." He looked at me perplexed. "I am sorry, I never heard anyone said that before. Can you elaborate?" knowing that he broke his own rule. I hesitated. Other people wanted to know.
There is a long version that I want to make it a book about my journey with what happened with my birth someday. In order to do that, I need to be known by people around me, make connections, and build up my reputation positively. The past few years in my 20s were not something I was proud of doing. I aim to change that; to be a better person. For now, I decided to write a blog about my thoughts, my experiences, short stories that inspire me in those moments, etc. I want you, the reader, to help me improve to be a better writer by giving good criticism, feedbacks, compliments, advice, comments, etc., and that I would want to share what was on my mind and stories I had in my head to the world. With your help, I can achieve my goal of writing that memoir someday. This blog would have a theme of inspiration and adoption. I already had a thought about a young adult novel related to adoption that I hope to start the process soon. For now, I am excited to start on this journey with you.
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