Loneliness, a dark feeling A feeling of disconnection, despair A place where one is sucked into oblivion Lost, no direction, no one to reach out With this feeling, one cannot help but find ways to escape Drinking, drugs, gambling, watching television Popularity, fame, money A sense of importance, of their place in the world AnythingContinue reading “The Illusion of Loneliness”
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Yin and Yang
There were two souls Light and dark The dark experienced torture, pain, loneliness, depression, disconnection The dark suffered like the night without stars Each time the sky sent stars, the dark clung, but once the light did not budge, the dark went away Pushed the stars into oblivion The dark repeated the cycle again andContinue reading “Yin and Yang”
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Bump bump bump Knock knock knock Bang bang bang Silence On the other side Yet, the longing The aching The words to say Left unsaid Has been bounced from the wall Reflecting back at me Silence reflecting Made the words go in vain All is left reflecting the ache The hurt makes the hole inContinue reading “Untitled”
Dark, Green, Trapped
My first semester of college is coming to an end, and I am feeling anxious. I do not know why. Being in the Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising and following my major as a fashion designer has been my dream. Ever since I was a little boy left on my own without my motherContinue reading “Dark, Green, Trapped”
Tribute to Serrina Edgerton
This is the most difficult sort of eulogy and writing because it is about my older sister Serrina Edgerton. I never expected her to be gone this soon from all of us. We were also dealing with another passing of our family, Aunt Vicki. Those losses are indescribable and are overbearing to many of usContinue reading “Tribute to Serrina Edgerton”
National Cerebral Palsy Day Tribute
On March 25th, it is National Cerebral Palsy Day, and it was suggested that people should wear green to show awareness and support for people with cerebral palsy. I would admit that I did not know there was a national cerebral palsy day until a new friend I met pointed that out. The irony isContinue reading “National Cerebral Palsy Day Tribute”
My Spiritual Journey
This is a unique post that I am writing. I am writing about my spiritual journey. I do not normally write about this subject, because I do not always share what I believe with other people. We all have our own beliefs and journeys, and we are not meant to impose our beliefs on others,Continue reading “My Spiritual Journey”
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I was running in the field. The field was barren, with a bit of grass or shade here and there, but mostly was the ground all around me. Trees were in the far-off distance. I am running toward the trees. I am not the only one. There are people running toward the trees. Not justContinue reading “Untitled”
Rising like a Phoenix
to be so broken to have f a l l e n so deeply that the only thing you can do is rise into a new you (phoenix) An ex-roommate gave me this book called “inward “ by yung pueblo. There were no capitals on the book’s title or in the author’s name. ItContinue reading “Rising like a Phoenix”
Alcohol and Depression
(signing version: https://youtu.be/UlOUmcgRPIc This day marks one year sobriety from alcohol for me. I wonder about what got me here today and that I would say two things: depression and alcohol. What is the exact cause first? Depression. Depression is more than just a feeling. It affects thoughts that is on my mind. When IContinue reading “Alcohol and Depression”
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